This time

Rase macam dah lapuk canad blog nie sekian lame ta mengupdate blog. Hehehehe =='. Hari nie rajin lak na mengupdate. Dah 3 minggu ta tulis rase hari nie kena lah tulis. Rindu gak aku kat blog nie. Selalunye aku update setiap minggu tapi dik kerana aku sedih je ta ade mood lha na tulis. Minggu nie memang sedih. Macam-macam berlaku. Salah Satunye aku gadoh nan mama aku hurm nasib baik lha dah ok. I LOVE YOU MAMA FOREVER n EVER <3. Before that, aku sedih sebab duit ta cukop na sambung belajar. Aku ta na susah an mama n ayah, Aku dah banyak menyusah an diorang. Cukop lha aku dah susah an diorang dik kerana aku berenti kolej dulu. Hurm, menyesal aku sebab jadi pemboros. Kalau aku simpan ta lha susah an ayah. hurm. Bodoh tol lha. Nape lha aku ta simpan. hurm. Kalau lha aku tak berjanji nan adik angkat aku ta lha jadi macam nie. Ish menyesal da ta gune. Aku je yg bodoh. Nape eak orang suke amik kesempatan dengan aku. Lain kali aku dah ta na termakan dari pujukan diorang lagi. Lagi-lagi about money lha. No excuse. Now learn from mistake and learn for save our financial. That is good. hehehe. :) Now i thought i must to saving. No matter i do, i must to saving lha. In right now, i'm still thinking about my belover. Does he love me or no. hurm, Now i must to focus to studies and try to balance studies and my relationship with my belover and also my family. I think i concern with our relationship. I care him. I start to love him now. I afraid i lost him. hurm. No matter lha, now i must to concentrate my studies. That's so important and That is my future. Now SPM can't to go lha. Start to thinking future and time to independent. :)